I am sick of your f.cking bullshit!!!!
I am sick of being told that I am shy! I am not shy!!!
You say, "You must be shy! You must want a girl! You must be shy!"
I say, "Why must I be shy?"
You say, "Because you won't talk to the girl."
I say, "Isn't it possible that I just don't f.cking like the girl?"
Why can't I just not f.cking like the girl?
Why does it have to be that I'm shy? Why does it have to be that I'm
lonely? Why does it have to be whatever the f.ck you say it is?
Can I pick a girl for you? Can I do that for you? Can I go pick a
girl for you and say,"that's the girl you love!" Can I pick a girl at
random and say, "that's the f.cking girl you want!"
Can I do that for you? Because that's what you're f.cking doing to to
me!!!!
You're picking this f.cking girl for me! You're telling me what I have
to do to get this girl! You're telling me how I have to feel about
this girl!!!
And if I don't like the f.cking girl you pick... Well, you start
telling me that I really do like her... And that I'm just shy!!!
I'm f.cking sick of it!!!!
I'm f.cking fed up!!!!
I am f.cking fed up!!!!
I do not have to want a girl!!! I do not have to like girls!!! I do
not f.cking want a girl!!!!
For the hell of it...l Let me go pick a butt f.cking ugly girl for
you!!!! And when you start screwing up your face and screaming that
you don't f.cking want her... I'll tell everyone that you're f.cking
shy!!!! And then I'll start pressuring you to want that f.cking
girl!!! And then when you lash out, I'll tell everyone that you have a
f.cking mental illness!!! And then when you come looking for me
because I'm spreading a whole bunch of bullshit about you... I'll just
tell everyone that you're stalking me!!!!
And no will believe you because I'll have you under surveillance the
whole f.cking time... And I'll show everyone what a f.cking liar you
are!!!
Josee Plante is the butt f.cking ugly girl that you chose for me!!!
And I don't f.cking want her!!! And I am not f.cking shy!!! And I am
f.cking backing down!!! And if you think you're going to stop me from
putting your f.cking sack of sh.t a.s in the slammer, you've got another
f.cking thing coming!!!!
Jim, this message is for you! Your f.cking days are numbered!!!!!